My Lot
My Jesus, My
Lord. Am I destined for hell?
Your taste
extremely bitter,
Intoxicating
fragrance can’t smell.
You're
without sin, but I wallow in it.
I’m the
black sheep of the flock in more ways than one.
A man that
loves men, that’s what I am
And this was
always a part of your plan.
I must be
myself the best that I can.
When amongst
others, idly, we talk.
Not the
gospel of song but gossip of rot.
I ponder, O
Lord, what's to be my Lot?
Enter a
fiery furnace that eradicates me?
Like Judas
Iscariot, disgraced and hung in a tree.
Or the “woman
at the well," whom you set free?
Will I
become a violent Hitler or a peaceful Gandhi?
I must be myself the best that I can.
© David
Girard 25/03/15
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